should i ask his number?
i only talk to mr. far away online.. i’m excited to go to work everyday so i can chat with him.. he’s a very witty guy and i’m enjoying the conversations i have with him.. i’m tempted to ask for his mobile number.. then again, if we start sms-ing, i’m scared that will loose the whole mystery and excitement of things.. i’ve already learned that absence makes the heart grow fonder.. i don’t want what happened with mr. perfect to happen with him.. i remember we went out everyday for a full month.. too much that he grew tired of it i guess.. i’m scared something like that will happen.. if we sms too much, he’df probably have a similar reaction and loose interest.. i also don’t want to run out of things to say to him.
another thing that concerns me about mr. far away, is that he’s actually the ultimate love interest of one of my friends. Although i shouldn’t be feeling guilty because first, nothing ever happened between the two of them.. and second, someone else seems to be occupying her attention right now.. so i guess it’s not that big of an issue, i hope..
oh yes, and there’s also that “he looks like your ex” issue.. *sigh* oh well.. it’s just a crush :p
