Are you my Mr. E?

The ONLY guy I’ve found attractive around here just had to be married. There’s not going to be a story with this guy so he shall remain unnamed. I was never one to go after married men, and I’m sorry for those who do. For me, it’s like striking yourself in the heart with a knife. Sure some people find it a thrill to be able to “steal a guy away”. Probably it does something to raise their confidence. Or perhaps, it really is true love found out a little too late. But regardless, I could never imagine putting myself in the situation. That would just be a really big headache.

But it still doesn’t hurt to admire from afar :p He is just SO handsome. One acquaintance that I would truly classify as handsome. The others that I’ve been attracted to so far, they’ve been at best, “cute”. This guy is just–I’m simply at loss when I think about him. And he talked to me at the elevator! I felt like I was melting. It took all my self control to keep from asking out of the blue if he had a single brother. His eyes, his eyes were just so–*sigh*. I feel like i’m in highschool again. Whenever I see him, I’m reminded of how beautiful man can be. Whenever  I think about him, I wonder if I’d ever be able to score a guy as handsome as he. Talk about raising the bar for my Mr. E. If I were to judge based on looks, I think I’d grow to be an old maid.  *sob*

I have a feeling i’m going to grow into an old maid.. My mr. e will remain a mystery.. but then again, if that’ the way things were meant to be, then so be it..

 I guess i’m just in the mood to be all mushy since i’ve been hearing about so many of my acquaintances getting married.. getting together and all that lovey dovey stuff.. and me? Still alone.. what a sad life i have..