Are you my Mr. E?

I think i heard him say
that one night, after so long,
we rested as we lay
i know not when, i know not how
i bid it, come what may
i think i might have found the one
but time is not today
I wish the world would spin with speed
disperse the seas that be
i’d walk a thousand miles or so
the song would sing for me
i know my heart would strive to go
and break this boundary
but, for now, all that i have
is ‘thanks, for finding me’

was the fact that i had to leave. That week was heaven for me. I got to meet his family, wonderful people. They definitely brought him up well. His family seemed like the picture perfect one. I have to say, they are such wonderful folks and i would want to have a chance even to just hang out with them. They’re quite the interesting bunch.

After the weekend, we went back to where he worked. He had a lot of time off so we got to hang out quite a lot. Of course the nights were heaven. It felt good to be with him again. And it was just how i remembered it. everytime he would hold me when we slept. I’ve never felt so safe. It was great fun to hang out and experience life with him. When the time came that i had to go home, I felt sad. I didn’t want to leave. If only there was a way i could stay, but being responsible for my work, i had to go home.

When we were about to part, he shed a tear for me, which i thought was sweet. I don’t think i’ve ever had a guy do that for me before. At least not in front of me. I felt happy and sad at the same time.

I wish we could see each other again soon. I miss him already. This week passed quickly, with all the busy-ness of work. We still talk to each other once in a while but it’s getting more and more difficult with his schedule at work and all. I hope we will get to spend time with each other again. I miss him a lot. A whole lot.

I’ve fallen hard for mr. experience.. I’ll be on vacation next week to visit him. I’ve very excited to see him again. I don’t really know what i’m getting myself into. I’ll be spending a wee with him and I don’t really know what is going to happen after. His work will not allow him to settle in a place for an extended period of time which is why even if i wanted to, i can’t go and find work where he is.

But I wish i could. He’s the sweetest guy. He might not be perfect but he is just wonderful. And I think he cares about me. I don’t know how i can deal with this weird situation that we are in. I like him, i really do like him. I’m definitely falling in love with him.

He could very well be my mr. e.. but i guess only time will tell.