Happy New Year!
You know what they say, you usually don’t post much when you’re happy. It’s when you’re depressed that you have so many things to say. Well, I’ll be happy to report that I’m not at all depressed right now. I am lonely but not depressed. Mr. Machine went off to visit his parents for the holidays so that was 3 weeks without him. He’ll be back in 4 days and I am excited. I have to say, I think we’ve handled this time apart better than we did the last time. I guess you can say that our relationship has grown a lot ever since. Somehow, part of me is still waiting for the punch line. Like I said with the last post, usually when I start talking about how great things are, that’s when things start popping. But so far, everything has been great.
A lot has happened this year, not just for me but for the friends around me as well. Among my closest friends, I’m the only one not engaged or married yet but I am happy that at least I have a man. If i were in the same place i was last year, I think i would have probably gone home to find myself a husband :p But no, now I’m very happy where I am. To be honest, I used to have doubts. He just didn’t seem like the kind of person that I would think long term with. As the months went by though, it seemed like it’s gotten more obvious that he’s exactly the type of person I’d like to spend my life with. Ever since that day we saw each other again, we’ve practically spent each and every day together, apart from the two occasions he’s gone back home.
He’s met my closest friends and parents and they seem to be okay with each other. I just don’t want to get my hopes up just yet. At the same time, I can’t help but just be happy about how things are going for me. My only problem right now is my career. I’ve been in the same role for quite some time and I guess I don’t feel myself growing anymore.
I hope to find something new real soon.
